Just a little about me

Back again to tell you more about my experience of being paralysed.with my level of injury not all the muscles work in my arms,I remember I had 2 bolts screwed into my temples with weights on the back of the bed to keep my neck straight and to let it heal,Id never experienced that level of pain,the cleaners used to bang the weights at times,the language from my bed was very colourful to say the least.three months I stayed like that,staring at the ceiling for one month I was completely paralysed but thank someone up there, down there my arms slowly began to move. But no hand /finger movement that hurt more than never ever walking again.Everybody who. Came to see me seemed to know or heard about someone who ended up walking or I'd hear that I had to believe,want it,blah blah enough,it drove me mad,when the. Day came that the bolts came out of my head,a consultant walked behind my bed and just unscrewed them to delight,the pain was out of this world but I was free from my shackles.when i tried to lit my arms in the air they would collapse and hit me in the face,i found out that i haven't any Triceps that worked,deep joy i thought can it get any worse then i sneezed and it was a tiny little pathetic ACHOO that was the icing on the this new life of mine,after a few x-rays to make my neck was stabilised it was time to get up into a wheelchair they hoisted me out of bed in a sling,i absolutely hated it,i felt like a piece of meat at a butchers anyway down into the char i went and within 2 minuets of being up id passed out,they tip you back to get the blood back into your head

Vac me away baby,.,.

Hi again all,.,.well the maggots have been and gone,.,they've cleaned my wound up to the extent that I've now got a V.A.C therapy unit fitted,.,.I'll try and put a link to explain it,.,.I think I've found someone special,.more on that later,.maybe!!

Hospital waiting times

I had to go to hospital yesterday.,.the Ambulance picked me up about 12.00pm, I have to go on a stretcher because of my Sore/Wound on my hip,.,I'm not keen on it at all but I've got to go,so I get there about 1.00pm,my appointment lasted about 10mins then with a scared look on here face Nurse Bird told me I'd have to wait till 5,00pm for Transport,,.,.Yippee I cried out in sheer delight so several cups of tea later I'm off on my travels again.Travelling backwards in what is essentially a fitted out Transit van don't half make you feel sick which I did .,eventually got home after about an hour of travel wonderment ,.Back to my pit of doom,lol,....What Happens next is the Deepest of deep joys.,.,.Peace & Love my friends

Welcome home

I heard a knock on the front door at7.30am,then the back door,,then to my sheer delight I heard 2 men in my back garden,they knocked on my bedroom window,,it was the Ambulance,,I told them to go away very "politely",,After several phone calls I found out they'd got the times wrong,,so I'm now going to Hospital on Monday,,,Why do people treat me so differently just because I can't walk,it drives me mad but I just have to accept..,.I've no choice anyway I am happy at the moment all will be revealed soon,.,.so c ya next blog,.,.,.Peace & Respect.,.,*~*,.,.

I've kicked them out ,.,.,.,.,

Well my little friends have gone home now,.,.My wound is looking a lot cleaner and I'm having another treatment of the greedy little monsters on Friday .,then that should give me a good chance of it finally healing once and for all...Had a nice Chinese last night with some friends...I was having a wash this morning and I thought the maggots had escaped but it was a couple of grains of rice in my bed...I'm off to hospital tomorrow....I think a little snooze is in order.,.,. Peace & Love

Banging Headache

I haven't had the best of days hence blogging so late,.,.I had a DYSREFLEXIC attack,.,.I'm going to try and explain briefly.,.,.My blood pressure goes sky high and it can lead to a stroke or even death,.,.,(.Autonomic dysreflexia, "AD" also known as "autonomic hyperreflexia or Hyperreflexia, is a potentially life threatening condition which can be considered a medical emergency requiring immediate attention)

. I'm feeling pretty good now,.,.Right my friends time for Bo peeps,.,.Sweet dreams ,.,.
Peace & Friendship.

Hope there not vegetarian

Finally I think my little friends are earning there keep,,they looked a lot fatter this morning,.,.,This has got to work. All I do know is that my head is fried with being stuck in bed,.it'll be over 2years soon that I've been in a bed or hospital,.,.every day of 2010 I spent in a bed or in hospital,.,.I hate it when I'll get up again,I'll pass out from all the blood rushing to my feet,.,I'll get there,.I just want my life back again,.,.I'll blog again later today,.bye for now,.,.,.,.
Peace & Love